Saturday, October 24, 2009

अर्ज़ किया है........

आज की मेरी blogging में मैं कुछ शेर अर्ज़ करना चाहूँगा-

१.    मौत भी मंज़ूर उस बेवफा के हाथों ,
       'गर मिले पूरी ईमानदारी से .
       बेवफाई की  तो हमें
       जिन्दगी भी मंज़ूर नहीं.


 २.   बेकार है हर बख्शीश खुदा की,
      'गर वह दिल में नरमी देना भूल गया.
       गलती और एक खुदा ने की,
       जो चेहरा खूबसूरत संगदिल को दे गया.


३.   भले   ही खुदा को न मान,
      पर उस के हुक्म को तू ज़रूर मान.
      'गर खुदा न हुआ तो भी तू इज्ज़त से जायेगा,
      और 'गर हुआ  खुदा
      तो वो तुझे जन्नत ले जायेगा.





This truly amazes me how less people mark other peoples' lives.I had to go to Kamla Nehru Memorial Hospital to visit an aunt of mine.But what disturbed me the most was the fact that inspite of her truly critical condition,all had to pull the strings of सोर्स-सिफारिश in order to get her admitted. I thought of those people who or whose relatives're suffering from similar diseases but didn't have anyone for source;and i instantly started shivering. I don't know what'd have happened to my aunt if she'd not have had these strings.At least there shouldn't be any discrimination or corruption when anyone's life's at stake,whether it's a poor man or the next Bill Gates.
It's a fact worth noticing that we have most no. of heart patients ; inspite of our 'cheap, yet reliable' heartcare facilities which attract most no. of medical tourists.WHY????????????
Perhaps it's the same reason.
बाकी फिर ...........................................................

Friday, October 2, 2009

roady thoughts


I just posted my first comment on Big B's blog.
It amazes me how effortlessly people can people risk other’s lives.
Today I accidently broke my specs. It created a big problem for me as another pair of specs was already broken. I instantly phoned my cousin to rush to the optician nearby and request him to keep the shop open for another few more minutes. Then I & my father rushed as soon as possible to the shop so that at least one of the pairs may get repaired. But in our way stood a large caravan of trucks, at just 8:15p.m!!!!
Papa told that the police at the check posts let the trucks enter the city during the times when they’re prohibited to do so, just for 10 or 20 rupees. Are the lives of common people that cheap?
By God’s grace, we reached just in time to get one of my specs repaired. But still, I feel that the best punishment for the corrupt police-people would be to demote them or remove them from service, along with suspension of right to join any public enterprise or government job for the next 10 years.
I’m writing a book on Indian Vedic stories and I request my readers to suggest me a good publication for it.

Sunday, September 27, 2009

LATE NIGHT POST



Today I'm writing from my cousine's house.On my right side,there's Indo-Pak match's going on.I'm already fed up of the mosquitos in here.I just wanna get away from allahabad.Only Kalki can now stop this place from turning into a hell.
I'm trying since a month to get IIT-jee papers of previous years on the internet.But now I think it's even harder than qulifying for studiyng in the institute.
Today I got a feeling after reading an issue of SARITA magazin(published from Delhi Press)that how weak & fragile our Hindu community is.In the magazine's issue,our sacred GARUNPURAN was announced as LOOT-PURAN . The author also commented on Lord Vishnu's AUKAAT .
But the thing which disturbedme the most was that though the issue was an old one , no one protested against the this plot of hurting pious hindu's feelings & gaining cheap popularity.
well!!!now my cousin's pesatering me to stop as it's already very late.

Saturday, September 19, 2009

My first serious post


11.09.2009
As soon as I open my science books,my conscience begins to question"WHY?""Why're you studying?"it asks,inspite the knowledge that it'd not get an answer.
But,tormented by this questions,I'm writing today to find an answer for it,as well as for myself.It's really disgusting & irritating,not being able to understand the subjects which you loved & dreamt before you exactly knew what they're.
I dreamt to be a scientist,a servant of science,but I dread going on the way which's considered most sure to give the yield.Not that I fear the hard-work,but here,I do dread failure,failure in getting the science I want to.By science,I mean the answers of WHY'S & HOW'S of the facts & not their applications i.e.,technology.
Now-a-days,everyone's talking of IIT-JEE & AIEEE.I too wanna qualify them,if they'd provide me the true knowledge,not just fill me with scientific facts & tell me how to create extremely large & infimitesimely small circuits.
I too 've joined a coaching,which's considered an essential shortcut to IIT.But I fear the way they teach,just numericals,with negligible WHY'S & HOW'S.I like more what they teach at school,but I fear asking competition level Q's & A's at school.

I even wonder what'd I do if at IIT's or AIEEE colleges,they just teach how to collide more-n-more sub-atomies,to harness energy,but refuse to tell why likes repel & unlikes attract each other,telling that it's useless there & 'd just waste other students' time!
I wanna learn science,not technology.I'm a better consumdr than producer.I'd love to use it for discovering WHY'S & HOW'S,but I think it'd be better for me & the world if I don't use them in creating new technologies.The world's already full of loosers,to it's neck.
What I hate the most of studies is maths.It can be most interesting than all 3-D games put together.But you'd also tell where outside maths notebook's it useful.I mean,maths's just a tool of science,&maths which's not applicable in science,is just useless.The syllabus of maths'd be designed in such a way that only those parts which're used in phy & chem that year'd taught to students of XI & XII."Unapplicable maths"'d be left for those who opt for it in higher studies.
DEAR READERS(if any)!I'm sorry for being so irregular.You see,I don't've a comp.& I'm not allowed much often to use internet.Besides,there've been many high-n-low tides in my life during last 14 days.So keep reading & plz.,plz.,suggest me cheapest good laptop or comp. you'd find.(I insist on cheapness coz.,if,even by mistake,I'm selected in a central gov.'s college or university,I'll be surely having a brand-new laptop.)So plz.help me in being regular.
With all love,yours

alovinglotus.

Sunday, August 23, 2009








Just read bigB's post.
It amazes me that how'd someone who does believe in God or at least ain't deaf towards their conscience'd make themselves to do unjustice or bad to the innocent.
It reminds me of the Teacher's day preparation in our school.The program's gonna be a sucess,no doubt,but only of a few people,not of whole cl.11 of SJS,rihand nagar.
I doubt if anyone's reading me or not.If you read me even accidently,plz.be kind enogh to leave a comment.It'd encourage me to carry on.
Till then,
GANAPATI BAPPA MORAYA.
Your own blogger
-alovinglotus.
P.S.:I get a chance to be online only on Sunday.So plz. DO VISIT on Monday.

Thursday, August 20, 2009

Nokia 3110 C


I'm fed up of mobile internet.it's caused too many problems than imaginable.BSNL doesn't it's settings and Airtel computer reads it as nokia 1100.